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The huge crow of the title has nothing to do with the game though, it's just that I saw it resignedly trotting up and down the tracks at the station when I got there with dANIEL.
Yesterday went almost worryingly perfectly well. The morning at the library was relaxing and funny: I barely saw Wisey since she was too busy cuddling some dirty, old and useless philosophy manual, then too busy smoking, then too busy cleaning up her moped. Then this guy arrived and he really looked like a friend of mine, then he told me what his surname was and it was the same!!! So I thought there had to be some degree of relationship and I asked him about that but he said there wasn't.  How disappointing! Anyway, he needed some help so I gave him all the information I could and then he disappeared for a good half an hour and after a while I saw this girl, incredibly excited, who asked me, almost yelling, if I had seen a blonde guy with glasses coming in. As soon as I told her where he was [he was the only customer in the whole library... so useful being open on Saturday morning!!!] she literally flew in the direction I had shown her. So I figured it was a secret meeting between two lovers:  ooohhh, so cute!!! I also received another visit and I still have goose bumps all over my body for the emotion. She's a psychologist, a friend of my father that he had introduced to me a few years ago [can't believe my luck sometimes!], but most of all she's one of the most boring and annoying person I've ever met. We talked about notebooks since she told me she was thinking about buying one, then she asked me if she could offer me a coffee... that was when I panicked and I started to babble a very pathetic and outrageously unrealistic excuse. Sometimes having a distorted and perverted mind pays!
I was really excited about seeing dANIEL... I always am, but yesterday was different somehow, don't ask me why 'cause I have no idea. I went to the station, we bought something for dinner, then we spent some time alone and I finally got my second "Drooling While Your Boyfriend Sings For You" moment...  nice! I still have to decide though if it's harder for me to act normal [just because I'm afraid to scare him!] and pretend I'm not *that* impressed while he plays the guitar or when he cooks ... tough choice!
Today was okay... but... me being me... I exploded in the afternoon. I was supposed to go to the movies with my cradle-friend [I've been bouncing around all week yelling "Alfie, Alfie!" ] but she called and told me she was totally worn out because she didn't have any sleep since she watched the GP, and anyway the movie apparently wasn't out yet. So I had to stay home 'cause I had nothing else to do, or better, I had no one available on the list to do it with, and this thing just made something inside my head click [who knows what or why, or how???!!!] and I basically started to cry so bad I couldn't stop.  Then again, me being me and everything, I found a way to laugh about it  and just moved my sad ass to the living room where I challenged the little leprechaun -also known as my mum- at this game.
Futility rules!