Tell me why do I feel this way, all my life I've been standing on the borderline, too many bridges burned, too many lies I've heard, had a life but I can't go back, I can't do that, it will never be the same again...

I'm stuck in bed with a damn flu! Can you believe it???  And I was thinking about today as too far… now I'm gonna have to wait a lot longer. It's not fair!
I'm feeling a little better this morning anyway: I just hope I'm not going to spend all of my holidays at home [alone].
I'm out of inspiration! I've written so many fictitious posts in these past days, basically because I didn't have that much to do and I was as bored as hell. I didn't even find the strength to watch the 2^nd DVD of my favorite movie of all times, and at this point I guess I'm gonna wait for my friend Al to finally move into his new place so we're gonna watch it together, but just if it doesn't take too long… I need to see my beloved Frodo!
I'm posting these two pictures now because I didn't have the chance before: they've both been taken from outside my bedroom's window.
Bye for now!