You found me, when no one else was looking, how did you know just where I would be, yeah you broke through all of my confusion, the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave, I guess that you saw what nobody could see… I was hiding till you came along and showed me where I belong…

There's a reason if certain moods are compatible among them and others are not. And sometimes clashing attitudes can reveal themselves extremely precious when you can't get out from a difficult situation on your own and you risk to fall back and present the same old schemes that you hate so much, but at the same time recognize as something familiar, and that's what makes them scaring but powerful in their wicked reassurance. Yep!
What pins you down couldn't even be defined "fear"... it's something closer to a sort of embarrassment due to the realization of your own inability to handle a certain "naturality" that is not that "natural" anymore for different reasons.
Then, distant and confused memories and feelings get on the way to complicate the whole thing in a half invincible melting pot of nervousness, anger towards your own self and will to let it go and bottle yourself up in an immature and dangerous silence.
Half invincible because luckily you don't have to handle this whole situation on your own, and so there come a word and an endearment to save you... you can't manage to be happy for that, so you cry, but those are tears of release -you hope- and you let that feeling overwhelm you, letting you feel small and vulnerable, but stronger at the same time, and you go on, again, still, and again.And you're grateful for that word and that endearment that were the only way to take you out of that so-not-unfamiliar abyss you were already plunging into, and fast.
And what happens next is that whatever was stopping you dissolves and lets you free to move away from that uncertainty and doubt, and that "naturality" -though a little helped- comes back, making what had to happen simply... happen.

"A bit sad, improving but grateful" That is me exactly! Glad you found that song ~ sending you lots of hugs and am always here for you xoxoxo

Just popped in to see what's going on in your neck of the woods. Hope things get brighter for you soon..will keep sending good thoughts your way

Renee: I'm returning the hugs and thanks again for the song.
Moonie: today is a lot better, let's just hope things will stay this way longer than they usually do. Positive vibes coming your way... riiight now!!!

It certainly seems like a storm is brewing...